Wednesday, December 27, 2006

369 days until Christmas

Hope everyone had a lovely Christmas!

We had a nice quiet day - ate too much great food, and DS was thoroughly spoiled by all! Still - it was fun to see his delight in what Santa brought. I think the ride-on digger from Nan & Pop was the biggest hit!

I got the Queen of Swords by Sara Donati for my Mum and she (unbeknownst to me) got a copy for me! Yay! So I didn't have to borrow it off her! LOL! I've finished it already though and need another book. :-)

I had a midwife appt this morning and the good news is that I am well and baby is fine too. The bad news is that baby is posterior - the very thing I was hoping to avoid. If it doesn't turn before/during birth I'm in for a long labour with lots of back pain. To say I'm disappointed doesn't begin to explain my feelings! Poor DS saw me upset and was offering me arnica cream "to make you feel better". I have absolutely no signs of labour.

I was nervous about the birthing before, but it's been ramped up another level now because I've been down this posterior path business before with DS. My hopes for minimal intervention are more remote now; most likely I'll have an epidural at least. I realise this isn't a Bad Thing and I'm likely to be very grateful for it, but I did really want to try and do things "naturally" so my recovery would be a bit easier. At least my midwife has offered to get a specialist epi man to give me one that will allow me to be on my hands and knees rather than on my back with jelly-legs like last time. Pushing on my back was the worst for me; I felt like I wanted to squat or at least be upright so I hope that this will at least be possible.

I've been spending so much time on my hands and knees trying to turn this baby ever since I knew my placenta was anterior. My garden is virtually weed free - a highly unusual situation! My kitchen floor has never been so frequently scrubbed! I just find it hard to reconcile myself that all my preparation/carefulness has been in vain.

Still - must look on the bright side. At least my baby seems healthy and growing fine so far as we know. The friend I referred to in an earlier post has had her baby at 33 weeks. Somehow she caught toxoplasmosis and her baby has been affected. At this stage, they don't know how badly his brain will be affected; they already know his eyes have been. He has at least 12 months worth of treatment to face. Fortunately he is doing well in terms of growing and putting on weight. What his future holds remains to be seen. The Drs offered to terminate the pregnancy (at 33 weeks!!) but my friends refused for which I admire them immensely.

6 comments:

  1. wow thats a lotta news to take in Penny. I love how your son offered you Arnica cream though to make things better. Bless him the wee poppit. You have the right attirude though and things will work out!!

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  2. What a sweety your little boy is. Glad all is well if not perfect. Fingers crossed baby cooperates! My heart goes out to your friend - what a horrible thing to have to deal with. Good on them for going through with the pregnancy.

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  3. advocates of arnica (for everything here too!). take care and hope everything goes well over the next few days/weeks if, as Sharon says, not perfect.
    strength to your friends.

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  4. thinking of you and sending turning vibes to the wee one. hopefully he/she will flip around before the big day.
    hugs!

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  5. DS is gorgeous! :) Hope you're feeling okay, and that everything goes well on the big day!

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  6. Don't worry if you need and epidural - I had to have one both times (two inductions and a posterior baby who turned during delivery) but was able to be on hands/knees/move quite freely. It can be OK. Thinking of you.

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